Many of the advanced yoga postures came to me pretty easily but for the life of me, I could not hold a Warrior III for more than a few seconds, particularly standing on the right leg. When everyone else in class seemed totally at ease, I would start shaking.
I know they say it’s just the ‘negative energy‘ leaving the body – but can that be it?
Weirdly enough, I just never thought about it. And I never questioned my weakness in particular postures, failed to see the common denominator. You can’t ace everything, right? So I thought it’s just in the spirit of yoga to have to remain at a pretty basic level for certain things (we practice non-attachment, after all…).
Now, here’s the thing: I’ve also had SI joint pain for many, many years. And for as long, I’ve been totally blind to the fact that both (my weakness and the SI joint pain) were on the same side. I just put the SI issues down to hyper mobility because of my background in gymnastics, tried to work with a few yoga teachers (and teacher’s teachers) and two chiropractors – to no avail – and told myself that I would simply have to live with the pain.
However, in a last desperate effort (and after yet another sleepless night due to pain), I went to see a physiotherapist. In our first session, she nailed it:
“You have extremely weak glutes, particularly the gluteus medius.”
This means, to be blunt, that my bum muscles are very short, weak, and have not been used properly in years. A short, non-exercised muscle gets tight and in this case pulls on the hip, literally pulling it out of alignment.
When she put her elbow in my precious gluteus medius, left alone for so many years, I wailed, screamed and stopped breathing for a few seconds. The pain was unbearable and radiated up until the SIJ. In her down-to-earth manner, she summarised:
“You don’t have a structural problem, you have a problem with your muscles.”
And that after so many years of yoga, running and gymnastics. I was baffled.
“How can you just not use your glutes?”
“Well, it’s fairly common. Just observe people walking in the street. Everybody who displays this oh-so-fashionable ‘catwalk’ simply has weak glutes. The weakness makes the hips swing left and right because the glutes aren’t able to support the alignment.”
Apparently what happens is that other, larger muscles simply override those muscles that we should be using when adopting correct posture. But it also means that those muscles, in my case particularly the spinal extensors (the ones running alongside the spine) get overworked, tired and tense. Some muscles do nothing, and some have to work too much.
A few months and countless exercises later, the pain is much reduced, my hips feel so much better and the weirdest side effect – totally unexpected and unintended – is this:
My bum looks as if I had undergone some surgery to lift it. Honestly, it’s amazing. Even if you don’t have SI joint pain, I highly recommend working out the glutes! 🙂